FABULOSARONITA

YOU clearly disregarded me and STILL I am begging for you attention…

YOU made me feel incomplete yet I could not let go of YOU COMPLETELY..

YOU caused me pain but you could have been the reason of my happiness…but it is POINTLESS… YOU are gone for good… I’ll pray for you…I forgave you… I just wish I could have done more…:(((( 

im broken yet im holding on…

what did i do to get us to this point?

I CANT LET GO

BROKEN

YET

HOLDING ON

it gets harder the moment i close my eyes

flashbacks and memories flooding, faster than a rolling dice

IMAGES,SMILES AND MOMENTS were all LIES

I’m left with a feeling not even close to NICE

it gets harder to breathe, spasmodic, real tragic

nothing can make it stop not even the best logic

i’m lying here, so vulnerable, so weak…

why do i care when you’re suck a dick?

as i close my eyes, the throbbing pain rushed back

please tell me everything is a mock

each moment spoiled, everything else suck

I wanna believe that in love i dont have much luck

as much as i try not to think about it..

the throbbing pain in my temples…

the spasms at the middle of my chest

the labored breathing as i lay in bed..

all crashes me, slowly, gradually, silently killing me.